原谅的勇气。。。

原来原谅是需要那么大的勇气，放下更需要更大的勇气。
有时候说不要，不是真的不要，而是试探你的真心有多少。。。
她错了，我不想和他一起错。 我不想因为报复他，而让我自己做错。
好人和坏人是不可能和好的，除非一方变成好人，还是一方变成坏人。坏人没良心的，好人有。。。我做的一切是为了父母和自己。
人家对你不好，却依然还要假装没这一会事。真的很难，但我会努力，更努力。。。主帮助我吧。
人家打你右脸，就要把左脸给他打。主，你的真道实在很难做到。助我一把吧！
我会在你说对不起之前原谅你。
父母的爱真的是何等伟大。
主，谢谢你的勇气。真的很谢谢你，可是现在我还不能还给你，因为我还是很需要它。
若是神的旨意，有什么好怕的？我不怕！因为神在掌管，而且神永远都是对的。 In this game, I admit I'm lose, but I lose in God's peace.
Thank God for being there with us. I know we will be able to go through everything because HE IS ABLE! Oh, my Almighty God! Feeling proud of my God because my God is an awesome God!

当忍耐再一次到了极限

I don't understand, I don't know why it's so hard to close to u. I'm scared, I'm fearful. 没了安全感，这感觉真的很恐怖。。。
为什么？为什么？每次你们只看到我的不好，却忘了我的好？我的忍耐再一次来到了极点。我已经累，真的无比地累。我很想做一个不懂事的孩子，可以不体会他们痛，我很想做个任性的自己。我真累了。我可以体谅你们，可是你们可以不要向我发脾气好吗？我不想做你的出气筒。。。
我知道你忍他的气很辛苦，但是请你不把你生他的气传到我身上，这样对我很不公平。
God, God, God, I cry unto u, Please, Please, Please, don't let us leave u.
I'm sorry, so sorry. I lose myself again. Sorry God, I'm imperfect, Sorry God, I couldn't strong enough. I'm sorry, Lord. Again and again, I let u disappointed. God, in this time, I really hope a hug from u. Fill your angels around me please...

Hopeless

In this moment, I really don't know  how to do. God, Please show me and lead to the right path. Please be my light and  brighten my ways to go on.
主，这世界的对对错错，真真假假，我真的分不清了。主，不要让迷糊了。主，请你不要不出声，我需要你的指示。I don't wish to hear voice from man, but from U alone. Please answer me as u did always. As your promised goes, seek U and will be seek. Find U and will be found. God, I really need u to guide me go on. U are my God, my boss, my head, I'm just a useless vessel of u. Please show me and let me do everything according to Your Will. May Your Will be done always. In Jesus name, Amen.

坚强不容易，真的不容易.

原本我以为我的伤口已经复原了，我真的以为。。。
可是没有想象中那么容易，真的不容易。。。
时间，请你快点过去，我需要时间来复原。

Answer from God!

Thanks for answering me, God. Few days, i seek for God and asking an explain from God, why this all happens. He answered.
" I AM YOUR GOD, YOUR LORD. I NEVER DO A SINGLE WRONG. JUST TRUST MY PLAN IS PREFECT -IN -THE -END. NOW IS STILL IN THE PROCESS, NONE CAN AGAINST MY WILL IN THIS WORLD. I AM YOUR BOSS, I HAVE NO NEED TO TELL OR EXPLAIN TO YOU ABOUT WHAT AM I DOING NOW. JUST QUIET AND FOLLOW MY WORDS. HEAR FROM ME, KEEP FAR AWAY FROM THIS WORLD. U ARE IN THIS WORLD, BUT U ARE NOT BELONG TO IT. Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.Hebrews 11:1 "

Thank God :) He answered me.Thanks for let me heard from u, it was a sweet sound and comfort. I will wait for Your Coming until the end. 

During this time, my brother is having pmr and me is having pra- exam. God, please keep us under Your wings, away from the voices of this world. We need a quiet in U. Strengthen us no matter what is in the future.