Asking God， Seeking God......

God, I admitted I'm weak and poor. I'm useless. I'm nothing. I'm hopeless. Tear drops again and again when it goes to midnight and alone to myself. I ever thought and telling myself this will be the last tear of eyes, but I failed again and again. I'm sorry God. I'm sorry. I can't be strong enough.  I don't know what should I do and what is the right thing to do. I have been waiting for Your answer for a long time. I'm sorry Lord, I'm impatient. I'm tired of pretending strong. It's hard and tough to do something I'm not. I feel hopeless to this world. I'm sorry for my weakness.
I really hope U were here. I need a hug. I need Your righteousness. I need a prayer from U. I need a courage from U to carry me on. I need an understanding from U. I need an answer from U. I need to cry before U.   All to all, I need U.
God, everything has Your plan and I trust that it will be perfect plan. But God sorry for praying that I hope u can come to this world asap. This world need u. Please come and save us. I hope everything stop by now although I'm not ready for Your coming. Please prove that U are in control. Please don't let people against Your Will. Please may Your Will always be done. Please separate the light  and darkness.  Please show and prove Your righteousness to me. Please don't break my prayer and my dream. I need U to hold me stronger against all the storms. Please always  be there with me. I need U, God for every seconds.
Please let everything recover. Heals my family hurts, recover our faith, stay us stronger against the enemies. In the name of Jesus,Amen. (KJV) Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. (和合本简体) Luke 19:10 人子来，为要寻找拯救失丧的人。

Changed

Have I changed? Am I changed ? Am I shouldn't changed? I'm tired. I'm just hope someone understand. I just hope don't stress out myself. I'm just hope I can be myself. I'm just hope do whatever I like.  I'm who I am. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I couldn't keep up. Time made everything changed, maybe I had changed but my love and missing to u never ever changed.

P.E.A.C.E

This video talks a lot to me. It touched my heart deeply although it was a short video.
天堂是真的 （上半部）




God is real and He is awesome, always!
Everything changed due to the time passed. Change, change, change. BuT, indeed God is still the same. Never forsake me, but be my strength. Thank God for being so true to me. U are the one and the only that i could trust to. Thank you for let me know u in my lives. Without u, I'm nothing. Without u, I have no today. Without, i couldn't imagine how can i alive. Thank you for being my everything, God. All in all, I give thanks unto U no matter good or bad.

Absent to school

Today cirit -birit and headache. 病了，但绝不倒了。