Miserable moment.

Right now, cry is the most and the only way to release myself.
God, i wonder and don't know why U let all this happened. Are my family and i so strong enough to hold this all? God, indeed, i'm miserable.
I cant share this with people around me, and they also never know my feeling. God, U are the only one, the most suitable one. Please God, right now, be there with my family.
The first time, my dad, who never failed to do anything and who always think positive. But, now, he break his heart since two days ago. Every moment with a sigh. Heart bleeding. The first time.
God, please be there with my family.
My mum who always shout and loud when problems happened. But now she keep quiet there with a lot worries in mind.
Time change people, time change everything, time change our emotion every seconds.
Haiz. . . Faces with worries...
God, may Your Will be done.
Strengthen my family , Lord. to walk through all this problems.