How to go on?

God, i'm blur, i'm miserable, i lost my way, i lost my vision.
I dont know how to go on right now. Show me the way and may Your Will be done always.
Show your power in this earth. Please, be there with me. Strengthen me always.

Trust 信任

对一个人的信心不是可以很容易就能建立起来的，请你不要轻易破坏它“信心”
Time, i scared of u, i lose u.
Time, u had changed my everything.
Time, u made me can't recognize everything around me.
Time, because of u, i lost everything.
I am weak, i lost my trust on man, i have no my faith on man. Man is scaring to me.
God, u are the only trust now. Please give me back my peace. I trust in You alone. 

Pray for my muet exam

Many problems come at one go, can't stop. Assignments, presentations, exam, homework,test, and so on. All wanna dateline next week. Family problem. Yet, tomorrow exam muet 3papers without preparation.
God, teach me and guide me how to alive. I'm weak, not strong enough to handle all this. God, I can only fully trust on U. Please God, give me wisdom and understanding for tomorrow exam. I need your leading throughout the ways. May Your Will always be done in my life. In Jesus name, Amen.

God is wonderful, always the same!

God always answers my prayers! Never fail! Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow, He is the same, never change, especially His love to me!
God, Thank you! Indeed, thank you very much from the bottom of my heart! Thanks for answered my every prayers and it also shows to me that U never forsake me.
Thank you once again for always there with me :)
I pray for the beginning until the end about sem 2 since after sem 1. I prayed to God, "God, may Your Will always be done in my life. I don't want the best results, just the better results. Pray my result around 3.2 or 3.3, then enough for me." God doesn't has second words for me, just gave me strength when i weak and struggle. He did be my help, my hope, my strength, my everything throughout this sem 2. Now i can stand out and testimony that "God is with me all the ways came through my hardest time". Glory unto God!*Thankful*
Yesterday, i just got the confirmed that result gonna to be out today 12am. The hours filled with fear and scaring, but no worries, just trembling and wondering how my result gonna to be.
11.36am, the fear from heart suddenly so strong. I seeked God and asked Him a word "How?". He gave me a voice “ In all things, must give thanks to me ". I was wondering about what God is telling to me. Is it gonna to be a bad result? and still i have to give thanks to Him. Think twice about it. God said " Don't u need to thank me if u get bad result? and why must only give thanks when bad result?" Without second mind, in the first seconds, i answered "of course, i will give thanks to U no matter what."
12am! I got my sms! I got 1A 2B+ 1B. The first mind after eyed of my result, i asked " God, why do u love me so much? :')" Thank God and glory unto Him. I know my result may not so good to some people but it's enough for me. This result is just what i asked from God. I'm happy not because of my good result, it's because GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYER!! ^^
In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.1 Thessalonians 5:18

Miserable moment.

Right now, cry is the most and the only way to release myself.
God, i wonder and don't know why U let all this happened. Are my family and i so strong enough to hold this all? God, indeed, i'm miserable.
I cant share this with people around me, and they also never know my feeling. God, U are the only one, the most suitable one. Please God, right now, be there with my family.
The first time, my dad, who never failed to do anything and who always think positive. But, now, he break his heart since two days ago. Every moment with a sigh. Heart bleeding. The first time.
God, please be there with my family.
My mum who always shout and loud when problems happened. But now she keep quiet there with a lot worries in mind.
Time change people, time change everything, time change our emotion every seconds.
Haiz. . . Faces with worries...
God, may Your Will be done.
Strengthen my family , Lord. to walk through all this problems.

Last sport day of my life ~

Yesterday slept at 2:45am ,but I managed to bought five flight tickets to Taiwan! Yay!!
Sadly. Woke up at 4:30am. Damn tiring! Join sport day just because of financial club...

Finally back to here!

It had been a quiet a long time disappear from here since school reopened.
As expected, homework and assignments come to me non-stop although without my welcome.
Tasks, tasks, tasks... i'm really tired of it.
Problems, problems, problems... i'm sick of it.
Indeed, my thought of worry came to me. Many things to be worry about, many unsure leaded me to fearful. But i won't forget my trustful helper is with me.
Always, He is my rely whenever i felt weak, sick, despair and hopeless.
Prayer from the bottom of my heart:

 

Yet, thankful, He never fails to help me and carry on me in the hardship of my days. 

Of course, beside of all the tasks, there were happy things happened during this few weeks.

Sister went back last week. I thought this could gave me a chance to dis-stress myself away from all the tasks. Sadly it did not, yet make my time lesser to do the time i should do. Now i understand, we must do the right things in the right time, not do the right things in the wrong time.

The place and the enjoyment showed as below:

I love this pic so much! So successful for it! :)

My second love :D

I think she looks younger than me :/

Honestly, i felt i was getting much older after my form six started :/ what's a sad thing!

Felt warmed with this picture!

Had a nice day with family!

I'm gonna crazy with this! My first time and fall in love with it XD

A big thank you to jie jie! for chia us twice baskin robbins, starbuck, and so on!

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A nice and homely place!

Memories forever!