Zui Jing Hai Hao Ma 最近還好嗎 MV - SHE

只想知道你最近还好吗。。。

挑一張耶誕卡寫上滿滿祝福的話 
地址寫的是心底 你能不能收到它 
天有點冷 風有點大 城市寧靜而喧嘩 
這一個冬天我得一個人走回家 
問自己習慣了嗎 
沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大 
有沒有什麽好方法讓寂寞更聽話 
你最近還好嗎 是不是也在思念裏掙扎 
你說會記得我 還記得嗎 
你最近還好嗎 
忙碌嗎累嗎 心還會痛嗎 
如果真不得已忘了我 
快向快樂出發 
有再多的牽掛都已沒有權利表達 
舊情人給的問候比陌生人還尷尬 
昨天遠了 明天還長 回憶模糊但巨大 
這樣的深夜眼淚要怎樣不流下 
問自己習慣了嗎 
沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大 
有沒有什麽好方法讓寂寞更聽話 
你最近還好嗎 是不是也在思念裏掙扎 
你說會記得我 還記得嗎




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MY DREAM!!!!

I felt so sad and hopeless that my mum dun allow me to follow my dream to be a pilot. She thought i'm just a kid and dreaming nonsense. I really think twice about to be pilot!!
1st, i like phy and math.
2nd, i like travelling around the world.
3nd, my single life in the future.
4rd, pilot is awesome to me!!! cool!!
5rd, when i tired of flying here and there, i can be a lecture to teach them to be pilot.
God, show me thy way...

Dad's birthday!!!

Night, we went to sharing planet to celebrate dad's birthday. westen food;D

dad ate lamb chop + apple milk!

Mummy and daddy <3

Thankful and Grateful for God is faithful!!!

I really thank God for our God is a living God!!

I know and i sure i can't do it without God.

My result is not excellent, but i'm enough with it.

I'm happy not because I had a good result,

btw my result is not good,

I'm happy because God answered my prayer.

He didn't give me more A, so i cant be proud

he also didn't give me less A, so i don't disappointed, 

He just gave me what i pray and what i need.

Glory unto God!!!=D

Now, i faced a trouble. what should i study in the future? I can study form 6, but is that God's will? i don't know... God, please let me got a sure answer from u. I want walk in Your way, Lord. Lead and guide me, Lord!!:)

Mini youth camp and buddies from singapore!!

15/3 (thursday) Deb and Fu Hua reached kch!!! 

At night, we went to riverside to "浪漫".
haha. quote Gab ko's word:P

They dun know what is buaya. LOL

Yeah, i got two roommate with me although the time is short (1 week only).

16/3 (Friday)-18/3 (Sunday) Mini youth camp started!

18/3 (Sunday) after the camp, we went to lundu pandan beach.

Halleluyah!

Took by Aunty Annie and Irene jie:)

we had so much fun!!!;D

My dear sis!!^^

19/3 (Monday) we went to Jong's crocodile.

 Power rangers: My mum, Irene jie, Fu hua, Deb, Gab ko and me!!
1,2,3...change!

Night, we went to friendship park.

20/3 (Tuesday) They went out with Hsiao Hui to spring.

Then, evening went to badminton with David ko, Cyn jie, Hsiao Hui, Gab ko, Fu Hua, Deb, and me.

21/3 (Wednesday) Uncle yong, uncle ricky, uncle paul brought us to hot spring yea!!

Hot water!!!

Hot sun!!!

din have water after we done the hot spring :S

At night, we went dinner with youth!!

Chicago 7!;)

24/3 (last day thursday) we went to Cat museum and 新公园。

the cat ate us!!

red bridge!

Then, evening...it was the time to say bye bye again.

I gonna miss u both, Fu hua and Deb!!! no one play with me, sleep with me, talk to me liao....

;') Thanks for gave me a wonderful holiday!!=)

35mins more...

那不是紧张的感觉，是害怕到极点！！！

Mood of spm result!!!

It's tomorrow!!! the next 24 hours!!!*nervous*
I feel like everyone around me is waiting to see "movie". Many people is keep reminding me the day of tomorrow.
I even don't dare to open my facebook because my friends is keep counting down the hours!!!
Some of them is waiting to see my shyness or failure, some of them is hoping me to have a great result.
Lord, please have mercy on me!!! Have thine own way in my life...
MAY YOUR WILL BE DONE IN MY LIFE!

Swimming~~~

Yah!!! today i went to swimming with Ailing jie. It killed my boredom!!!haha!
Although it was short, but i enjoyed:) We also fellowship while we were in the pool;)
 (wait for irene jie or aunty annie for the photos)
Then, after swimming, i got little time chatting with Pauline jie yea!!! =D *missing her*

Thankful for everyday!

(Refer to previous post)
Now I learnt to thank God for each day esp we are safe, Before I closed my eyes every night, I thanked God for His peace and looked over us.
As the Lord's prayer:
Our Father which art in heaven,
Hallowed be thy name. 
Thy kingdom come. 
Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven. 
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever.
Amen.
(LUKE 6:9-13)
Thank God for His promised:

And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.Philippians 4:7

 神 所 赐 、 出 人 意 外 的 平 安 必 在 基 督 耶 稣 里 保 守 你 们 的 心 怀 意 念 。腓 立 比 書 4:7

*FEAR of robber*

Last thrusday night, i had a nightmare! Someone is run over to me and want to kill me with a knife! :S Felt scared, but i woke up myself before the dream going worst. Keep telling myself that that is just a dream, not reality.

Then, my sis told me, her classmate who is our neighbour nearby been robbed! At first, i was not so scared because didn't think too much. But when my mind keep thinking the dream and the robbery, I scared until don't dare to stay alone at home. I had no peace at all...

Yesterday morning, I was at home with my bro. As usual, I was teaching him. Then, when my mum fetching my bro to school. My bro saw the neighbour's house beside us was open. And my bro said about his bathe time at 11+am, he heard someone talking at my neighbour's house. This is weird because the owner of the house is stay at Miri, sometimes back for holiday only. My mum doubt that may be he do some repairing. But when my mum called him, they said they didn't do any reparing。 Owh! *something wrong*

the door of the owner's room

drawer 

Gate

Just as we think, robbery is happen beside my house!! while i'm still at home at the time!!! Oh my gosh!!!

Last night the whole night, I can't sleep well because my mind keep on thinking about how if the thieves or robber come my house and i'm still in the house!!! Arhhhhh, so fear ah!!~~~~
No place is safe even through is home...the only safe place is God's kingdom!!!

P/s:Please do pray for me and my family safety ya! Thank you very much!!!

Devotion today: 神给我们的保障！

你 要 为 真 道 打 那 美 好 的 仗 ， 持 定 永 生 。 你 为 此 被 召 ， 也 在 许 多 见 证 人 面 前 ， 已 经 作 了 那 美 好 的 见 证 。提 摩 太 前 書 6:12

当试验来的时候，我们做了什么选择？是否有为真道的打赢那美好的仗？永生，是要我们去持守的。它不会不知不觉地来，是要我们去争取的；它不会停留地等着你，是要我们去持守的。 当我们做到持守永生，打了美好的仗后，那就是美好的见证了。

 我 们 从 前 就 是 到 了 马 其 顿 的 时 候 ， 身 体 也 不 得 安 宁 ， 周 围 遭 患 难 ， 外 有 争 战 ， 内 有 惧 怕 。歌 林 多 後 書 7:5

是的，这就是曾经的我们，都曾经害怕 :S 但是，神的应许说;

神 人 说 ： 不 要 惧 怕 ！ 与 我 们 同 在 的 比 与 他 们 同 在 的 更 多 。列 王 紀 下 6:16

神给我们的保障，你不信吗？

神 是 我 坚 固 的 保 障 ； 他 引 导 完 全 人 行 他 的 路 。他 使 我 的 脚 快 如 母 鹿 的 蹄 ， 又 使 我 在 高 处 安 稳 。他 教 导 我 的 手 能 以 争 战 ， 甚 至 我 的 膀 臂 能 开 铜 弓 。撒 母 耳 記 下 22:33

 我 还 有 末 了 的 话 ： 你 们 要 靠 着 主 ， 倚 赖 他 的 大 能 大 力 作 刚 强 的 人。以 弗 所 書 6:10

不要轻看神的大能大力！唯有主是靠得住的！阿门？

并 不 是 我 们 凭 自 己 能 承 担 甚 麽 事 ； 我 们 所 能 承 担 的 ， 乃 是 出 於 神 。歌 林 多 後 書 3:5

我们什么都不是，更别说我们有什么能力能承担什么。一切都是靠着我们全能的神所给我们的力量:)

 耶 和 华 的 使 者 在 敬 畏 他 的 人 四 围 安 营 ， 搭 救 他 们  。                  詩 篇 34:7

要神的帮助？我们一定要先敬畏神！这是神所渴望我们做到的。。。

Devotion today : Where is your treasures? For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth. Col. 3:2

A day has 24 hours, but how much time we had spent on God or think of the things above? 10% time of a day is  2 hours. Opps, seriously I failed :( when i had school, busy study or tuition is an "good" excuse to people surrounded me. But when i face God, I had no excuse at all. Because i didn't do my part - give 2 hours per day for God. When i have holiday, enjoy my flesh- watch drama, play games, sleep...all this made me far away from Him. God, help me to draw you close and surrender 2 hours for u per day. Hope i can success.hehe.><

Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. I John 2:15

A person has only one heart. How we can love world and Father at the same time? Impossible. Remember! What God wants is our whole heart! 100% heart. "And he answering said, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy strength, and with all thy mind; and thy neighbour as thyself." Luke 10:27 

We walk by faith, not by sight. II Cor. 5:7

With human being ourselves, is impossible to do anything. But with God, nothing is impossible. May God helps us to love Him with all our heart, with all our soul, with all our stength and all our mind :)

Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal: but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal: for where your treasure is, there will your heart be also. Matt. 6:19-21

Do anything such as serving, praising, speaking, gotong royong, sleeping,exercise and so on is not because of our own pride or get any praising from others, but just because of glorify God's name! Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets. Luke 6:26 So, be careful when people praising you on something good. Do not praising me, so my good will record in the heaven;) Let us be a wise man to choose where is best place to keep our treasures!

We faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory: while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal. II Cor. 4:16-18

Amen! inwardly we are being renewed day by day!!! Stay strong and patience to achieve
 the eternal glory! it's soon to be coming!;)

Devotion today : Trust in the Lord

Trust in the Lord sounds ordinary, but do we really understand it??? do we really put trust in Him???
Trust in the Lord is not by saying (acts holy), but indeed we do trust in Him in every circumstances.
I admit I failed to trust in Him without my disclosure. I'm sorry to God. 

Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. Prov. 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord  is not just by our understand, exp: someone said " u must trust in the Lord", and we just nodded our head and said Amen. But we must Amen it with our action, not by mouth.
Trust in the Lord is by our heart and prove by our action daily. My failed exp: previous post(to bako) i was doubt about the raining day while i woke up. I failed in this little testing. God, forgive me and gain me more trust in You, Lord.

Trust in him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before him: God is a refuge for us. Psa. 62:8

He is our refuge. He is the God in the past, the God now, the God in the future. He knows what happen in the future and what is the best of us. The song Light of the world,......All together wonderful to me (last sentence of chorus).  

I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye. Be ye not as the horse, or as the mule, which have no understanding: whose mouth must be held in with bit and bridle. lest they come near unto thee. Many sorrows shall be to the wicked: but he that trusteth in the LORD, mercy shall compass him about. Psa. 32:8-10

God promised us that He's surely there to guide us, but the problem is do we obey Him? If we choose not to follow Him, He will punish us in the hard way. So, are we choosing the easy way or the hard way? It's our choice.  "Because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punished everyone he accepts as a son" Hebrews 12:6

Thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left. Isa. 30:21

Open our heart and ears to hear His still voice for He is the way, the truth and the life.
He is with us everywhere, so we must hear His still voice anywhere:)
God speaks to us in many ways such as dream, bible, drama, song...and so on.

Pls: Jie, i had done!! how was it?? heehee