Hopeless

In this moment, I really don't know  how to do. God, Please show me and lead to the right path. Please be my light and  brighten my ways to go on.
主，这世界的对对错错，真真假假，我真的分不清了。主，不要让迷糊了。主，请你不要不出声，我需要你的指示。I don't wish to hear voice from man, but from U alone. Please answer me as u did always. As your promised goes, seek U and will be seek. Find U and will be found. God, I really need u to guide me go on. U are my God, my boss, my head, I'm just a useless vessel of u. Please show me and let me do everything according to Your Will. May Your Will be done always. In Jesus name, Amen.

坚强不容易，真的不容易.

原本我以为我的伤口已经复原了，我真的以为。。。
可是没有想象中那么容易，真的不容易。。。
时间，请你快点过去，我需要时间来复原。

Answer from God!

Thanks for answering me, God. Few days, i seek for God and asking an explain from God, why this all happens. He answered.
" I AM YOUR GOD, YOUR LORD. I NEVER DO A SINGLE WRONG. JUST TRUST MY PLAN IS PREFECT -IN -THE -END. NOW IS STILL IN THE PROCESS, NONE CAN AGAINST MY WILL IN THIS WORLD. I AM YOUR BOSS, I HAVE NO NEED TO TELL OR EXPLAIN TO YOU ABOUT WHAT AM I DOING NOW. JUST QUIET AND FOLLOW MY WORDS. HEAR FROM ME, KEEP FAR AWAY FROM THIS WORLD. U ARE IN THIS WORLD, BUT U ARE NOT BELONG TO IT. Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.Hebrews 11:1 "

Thank God :) He answered me.Thanks for let me heard from u, it was a sweet sound and comfort. I will wait for Your Coming until the end. 

During this time, my brother is having pmr and me is having pra- exam. God, please keep us under Your wings, away from the voices of this world. We need a quiet in U. Strengthen us no matter what is in the future.

Asking God， Seeking God......

God, I admitted I'm weak and poor. I'm useless. I'm nothing. I'm hopeless. Tear drops again and again when it goes to midnight and alone to myself. I ever thought and telling myself this will be the last tear of eyes, but I failed again and again. I'm sorry God. I'm sorry. I can't be strong enough.  I don't know what should I do and what is the right thing to do. I have been waiting for Your answer for a long time. I'm sorry Lord, I'm impatient. I'm tired of pretending strong. It's hard and tough to do something I'm not. I feel hopeless to this world. I'm sorry for my weakness.
I really hope U were here. I need a hug. I need Your righteousness. I need a prayer from U. I need a courage from U to carry me on. I need an understanding from U. I need an answer from U. I need to cry before U.   All to all, I need U.
God, everything has Your plan and I trust that it will be perfect plan. But God sorry for praying that I hope u can come to this world asap. This world need u. Please come and save us. I hope everything stop by now although I'm not ready for Your coming. Please prove that U are in control. Please don't let people against Your Will. Please may Your Will always be done. Please separate the light  and darkness.  Please show and prove Your righteousness to me. Please don't break my prayer and my dream. I need U to hold me stronger against all the storms. Please always  be there with me. I need U, God for every seconds.
Please let everything recover. Heals my family hurts, recover our faith, stay us stronger against the enemies. In the name of Jesus,Amen. (KJV) Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. (和合本简体) Luke 19:10 人子来，为要寻找拯救失丧的人。

Changed

Have I changed? Am I changed ? Am I shouldn't changed? I'm tired. I'm just hope someone understand. I just hope don't stress out myself. I'm just hope I can be myself. I'm just hope do whatever I like.  I'm who I am. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I couldn't keep up. Time made everything changed, maybe I had changed but my love and missing to u never ever changed.

P.E.A.C.E

This video talks a lot to me. It touched my heart deeply although it was a short video.
天堂是真的 （上半部）




God is real and He is awesome, always!
Everything changed due to the time passed. Change, change, change. BuT, indeed God is still the same. Never forsake me, but be my strength. Thank God for being so true to me. U are the one and the only that i could trust to. Thank you for let me know u in my lives. Without u, I'm nothing. Without u, I have no today. Without, i couldn't imagine how can i alive. Thank you for being my everything, God. All in all, I give thanks unto U no matter good or bad.

Absent to school

Today cirit -birit and headache. 病了，但绝不倒了。