Prayer answered! Internship

i am here to remember God's glory!

Last Thursday, I was attended bmam event.
i had a miss call from kl number, i called back but no one answer.
Then I listen to voice mail, it's from petronas! which i waited for a month ago.
Thank God for answered my prayer! much more than the called from petronas.
He is real and alive! because the weeks before i heard that my friends around got petronas internship through known people who worked in Petronas. i was sad and disappointed.
i pray hard to God and He told me that He is my someone known in petronas and He is the one who control Petronas.
Then the next day, I got the call and mail from petronas. although i havent reply the mail, petronas person whatapps to me. I'm really thankful to God!!
Actually, my interview is on Friday, but the person having sore throat and. she reschedule to Monday and given me the question.
today, i did my interview! i'm really not sure for my performance because i don't trust in myself. but what i am really sure is that everything is in His hand! God will surely arrange the best for me no matter i got it or not.

马太福音 6:24-34

24 “一个人不能侍奉两个主，不是恶这个爱那个，就是重这个轻那个。你们不能又侍奉神，又侍奉玛门[a]。 25 所以我告诉你们，不要为生命忧虑吃什么喝什么，为身体忧虑穿什么。生命不胜于饮食吗？身体不胜于衣裳吗？ 26 你们看那天上的飞鸟，也不种也不收，也不积蓄在仓里，你们的天父尚且养活它，你们不比飞鸟贵重得多吗？ 27 你们哪一个能用思虑使寿数多加一刻呢[b]？ 28 何必为衣裳忧虑呢？你想野地里的百合花怎么长起来，它也不劳苦，也不纺线， 29 然而我告诉你们：就是所罗门极荣华的时候，他所穿戴的还不如这花一朵呢！ 30 你们这小信的人哪！野地里的草今天还在，明天就丢在炉里，神还给它这样的装饰，何况你们呢？ 31 所以，不要忧虑说吃什么、喝什么、穿什么。 32 这都是外邦人所求的。你们需用的这一切东西，你们的天父是知道的。 33 你们要先求他的国和他的义，这些东西都要加给你们了。34 所以，不要为明天忧虑，因为明天自有明天的忧虑。一天的难处一天当就够了。

Matthew 6:24-34

Do Not Worry

25 “Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 27 Which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature?

28 “So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; 29 and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 30 Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?

31 “Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33 But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PX72_HALoxM&spfreload=10

I am back to secret place shhh 🤐

It's the second week of semester 6. Time flies and i am 22 years and 9 months today... omg going to be 23 years old soon 😳
Things to grateful recently:
1) Semester 3 I had only got 2.34 for GPA, which drop my cgpa lower than 3, 2.91. The next semester I struggle I got GPA 3.46 (almost 3.5 dean's list) cgpa to 3.09. Thank god the latest semester 5, i break my own record 3.64, cgpa 3.24. First time I got dean's list. Glory to God! May God bless me this semester.
💥 A thousand thank you to God is never enough but still here I want to thank you God for his grace on my result for this semester, thanks for His grace is always sufficient to me. May God's will be done in my life and His name worthy to be praised! Hallelujah! 🙆 (KJV) John 11:40-41 Jesus saith unto her, Said I not unto thee, that, if thou wouldest believe, thou shouldest see the glory of God? Then they took away the stone [from the place] where the dead was laid. And Jesus lifted up [his] eyes, and said, Father, I thank thee that thou hast heard me.
一千的谢谢上帝是永远不够的，但仍在这里我想为我这个学期的成绩恩典感谢上帝，感谢他的恩典总是足够我用。愿上帝的旨意在我的生命中完成，神的名字永远配得颂赞！哈利路亚！(和合本简体) John 11:40-41 耶稣说，我不是对你说过，你若信，就必看见神的荣耀吗？他们就把石头挪开。耶稣举目望天说，父阿，我感谢你，因为你已经听我。
2) I have my ipad in the first year, canon camera in second year and macbook pro with touch bar in third year. Thank God for his grace upon me. i am so blessed 😇 and Thank petronas 
3) This year cny trip to taiwan. Every end of each semester my parents managed to bring me travel oversea. Thank you God and parents.❤️
4) God leads me all the times i faced trouble and hardship.

虽然有时我会跌倒软弱。。。

https://youtu.be/TJtADqFXNlI

Princess 22th birthday

 It's take a little time to update this blog. wish i can keep my heart forever young~

 Thank you to my parents and brother for the celebration and presents."You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them." Thank God for this gift, i will receive and appreciate it ：） May God keep them healthy and happily!

You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.
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You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.
Read more at: http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/d/desmondtut112366.html

You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.
Read more at: http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/d/desmondtut112366.html

对不起

跟自己说声对不起，因为总是莫名的忧伤；跟自己说声对不起，因为为了别人为难了自己；跟自己说声对不起，因为伪装使到自己很累；跟自己说声对不起，因为总是学不会遗忘；跟自己说声对不起，因为很多东西没有好好珍惜；跟自己说声对不起，因为倔强让自己受伤；跟自己说声对不起，因为总是和别人说对不起而忘了自己 ；生活还在继续，于是我微笑着原谅了自己。”

想对得起未来的自己，从原谅曾经的自己开始。活，该快乐。

简单就好

我不想要复杂，我不喜欢吵闹，我只想要平静。我只想安静地做自己。Be still :)

我越来越不懂自己了

再过三天就21了，但这又算什么？算什么？
就觉得自己越来越失败， 越来越不像自己。
我变了吗？我还是我吗？本来的我在哪里？我不懂。
我越来越不了解自己了，日子一天一天地过，我却离自己越来越远。

欣惠，我在哪了？别让任何的人或事物把你带远了。。。
我就那么失败吗？对不起，我对自己好失望，好失望。。。

有人在為你禱告

一生的功课。。。

一生中最难的功课是感恩。。。
永远学不完的功课。。。

im sorry to myself, my God, my parents, everyone who care for me

跟自己说声对不起，因为总是莫名的忧伤；跟自己说声对不起，因为为了别人为难了自己；跟自己说声对不起，因为伪装使到自己很累；跟自己说声对不起， 因为总是学不会遗忘；跟自己说声对不起，因为很多东西没有好好珍惜；跟自己说声对不起，因为倔强让自己受伤；跟自己说声对不起，因为总是和别人说对不起而 忘了自己 ；生活还在继续，于是我微笑着原谅了自己。” 想对得起未来的自己，从原谅曾经的自己开始。活，该快乐。

Bad day, bad mood, bad happened

It was a long time since the last post. i had a lot lot lot to share here (talk to myself).
i was tired, i had no strength to go on. i dont know how to face future, tomoro. suddenly, i lost all my hopes and strength to carry on. Lord, i'm tired and dont know how to go on.  Now right this moment , i lost my vision and direction. God, am i lost u? Are u still be there with me? Lord, i'm missing now

我不是喜欢笑才笑的，
我不是开心才笑的，
我不是高兴才笑的，
我不是心情好才笑的，
我不是想笑才笑的，
我不是真的想笑。。。
我只是不知道面对，所以才笑，
我只是不想别人看到我泪，
一个人难过就够了，
我只想眼泪流给自己够了，够了，仅此而已。
我不是假，我也希望在别人面前成为真实的我，
我只是想自己承担罢了。。。
我也不想发生的，真的。。。。。。。。
对不起，我让你们失望，对不起。。。
我不知道如何继续，真的不知道。。。
我时刻真的失去方向了，对不起， 我坚强不了了。。。。。。
对不起，我一点都不坚强。。。

Final exam for 1st semester!

Lord, please lead and guide my every steps that i walked is in Your path. I need Your strength and wisdom right now. May God bless my final exams as Your Will be done. 🙏 #pray #finals #exam
Proverbs 4:11 I have taught thee in the way of wisdom; I have led thee in right paths.
Proverbs 4:11 我已指教你走智慧的道，引导你行正直的路。
Proverbs 4:12 When thou goest, thy steps shall not be straitened; and when thou runnest, thou shalt not stumble.
Proverbs 4:12 你行走，脚步必不致狭窄。你奔跑，也不致跌倒。

A week without family

I thought I'm strong, but I'm not. I cried when the second family leaves me.  I miss them badly. I couldn't study... Thank God His prayer is with me as the song sang :')
Someone Is Praying For You有人在替你祈禱( 史茵茵)-英文: http://youtu.be/oARdO4wQFf4

Tests and trials

主,女儿我累了。心灵累, 或许因为承受了太多的压力和委屈。主,全世界都可以误会我,但你不可以, only U the only one can know my feelings.  God, the way is tough.  Lead me please. I need U. Show me Thy way please. May Your Will be done all the time. I lay down everything to U. Be my shoulder please.  I need u indeed. 

第二次为了成绩哭。。。

记得我曾经为了form 6 Sem 1 而失望, 现在大学,我再次哭了。对我自己太失望了, 只得了15/75。曾经是我最喜爱的数学,我却把它忘了一干二净。i really feel so bad, i don't know how i wanna stand for this 3 years. God, please be there for me. I really need U. God, the only thing i can do is praying. God, i trust no one. I don't even trust myself, but i trust in U. God, im sorry to U. I didn't glorified Your name. God , help me to walk in Your path. Never let me lost myself please.  I miss U and I love U.

Mid term belongs to God

I had my mid term exam after i entered uni for three weeks. I know nothing and have no confidence to mu exam especially titas. Because i don't know what this subject teach about, and no interest in it. I thought my result is below 10. Thank God! I had my result back 16/30 , really Praise the Lord!! Once again,  God reminds me that He is with me! I'm really touch because He is there for me although I forget Him sometimes.  God, I love U!! I hope i can kiss u right now :* I'm really grateful to have U in my life. And my management 19.2/30. Glory to God!!

My Unilife in Unimas

God is the best! He knows what i need. Thank God! I will never forget how He led me to unilife, my course and my uni.Thank God that i have the best parents in the world. They prepared everything for me =)

My first bicycle in my life

My roommate, Jude

With my housemate, Tiff and Ina

Orientation teammate

Feb Orientation with teammate and seniors!

My new baby which i bought with my own money V!

My cuties course-mate!

My first interview for assignment

My hostel

I got ipad air and bro got note 3 on the same day!

My buddies came from different uni and visited unimassss!

Tutorial class

Awesome view 1

Awesome view 2

Workout of fsgk! great job!

My first bowling!

The best result for first time

I'm getting in love with my unilife! I wanna enjoy it since i am still a student =) God leads me as Your Wills come true :)