I am back to secret place shhh 🤐

It's the second week of semester 6. Time flies and i am 22 years and 9 months today... omg going to be 23 years old soon 😳
Things to grateful recently:
1) Semester 3 I had only got 2.34 for GPA, which drop my cgpa lower than 3, 2.91. The next semester I struggle I got GPA 3.46 (almost 3.5 dean's list) cgpa to 3.09. Thank god the latest semester 5, i break my own record 3.64, cgpa 3.24. First time I got dean's list. Glory to God! May God bless me this semester.
💥 A thousand thank you to God is never enough but still here I want to thank you God for his grace on my result for this semester, thanks for His grace is always sufficient to me. May God's will be done in my life and His name worthy to be praised! Hallelujah! 🙆 (KJV) John 11:40-41 Jesus saith unto her, Said I not unto thee, that, if thou wouldest believe, thou shouldest see the glory of God? Then they took away the stone [from the place] where the dead was laid. And Jesus lifted up [his] eyes, and said, Father, I thank thee that thou hast heard me.
一千的谢谢上帝是永远不够的，但仍在这里我想为我这个学期的成绩恩典感谢上帝，感谢他的恩典总是足够我用。愿上帝的旨意在我的生命中完成，神的名字永远配得颂赞！哈利路亚！(和合本简体) John 11:40-41 耶稣说，我不是对你说过，你若信，就必看见神的荣耀吗？他们就把石头挪开。耶稣举目望天说，父阿，我感谢你，因为你已经听我。
2) I have my ipad in the first year, canon camera in second year and macbook pro with touch bar in third year. Thank God for his grace upon me. i am so blessed 😇 and Thank petronas 
3) This year cny trip to taiwan. Every end of each semester my parents managed to bring me travel oversea. Thank you God and parents.❤️
4) God leads me all the times i faced trouble and hardship.

虽然有时我会跌倒软弱。。。

https://youtu.be/TJtADqFXNlI

Princess 22th birthday

 It's take a little time to update this blog. wish i can keep my heart forever young~

 Thank you to my parents and brother for the celebration and presents."You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them." Thank God for this gift, i will receive and appreciate it ：） May God keep them healthy and happily!

You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.
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You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.
Read more at: http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/d/desmondtut112366.html

You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.
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对不起

跟自己说声对不起，因为总是莫名的忧伤；跟自己说声对不起，因为为了别人为难了自己；跟自己说声对不起，因为伪装使到自己很累；跟自己说声对不起，因为总是学不会遗忘；跟自己说声对不起，因为很多东西没有好好珍惜；跟自己说声对不起，因为倔强让自己受伤；跟自己说声对不起，因为总是和别人说对不起而忘了自己 ；生活还在继续，于是我微笑着原谅了自己。”

想对得起未来的自己，从原谅曾经的自己开始。活，该快乐。

简单就好

我不想要复杂，我不喜欢吵闹，我只想要平静。我只想安静地做自己。Be still :)

我越来越不懂自己了

再过三天就21了，但这又算什么？算什么？
就觉得自己越来越失败， 越来越不像自己。
我变了吗？我还是我吗？本来的我在哪里？我不懂。
我越来越不了解自己了，日子一天一天地过，我却离自己越来越远。

欣惠，我在哪了？别让任何的人或事物把你带远了。。。
我就那么失败吗？对不起，我对自己好失望，好失望。。。