Bad day, bad mood, bad happened

It was a long time since the last post. i had a lot lot lot to share here (talk to myself).
i was tired, i had no strength to go on. i dont know how to face future, tomoro. suddenly, i lost all my hopes and strength to carry on. Lord, i'm tired and dont know how to go on.  Now right this moment , i lost my vision and direction. God, am i lost u? Are u still be there with me? Lord, i'm missing now

我不是喜欢笑才笑的，
我不是开心才笑的，
我不是高兴才笑的，
我不是心情好才笑的，
我不是想笑才笑的，
我不是真的想笑。。。
我只是不知道面对，所以才笑，
我只是不想别人看到我泪，
一个人难过就够了，
我只想眼泪流给自己够了，够了，仅此而已。
我不是假，我也希望在别人面前成为真实的我，
我只是想自己承担罢了。。。
我也不想发生的，真的。。。。。。。。
对不起，我让你们失望，对不起。。。
我不知道如何继续，真的不知道。。。
我时刻真的失去方向了，对不起， 我坚强不了了。。。。。。
对不起，我一点都不坚强。。。

Final exam for 1st semester!

Lord, please lead and guide my every steps that i walked is in Your path. I need Your strength and wisdom right now. May God bless my final exams as Your Will be done. 🙏 #pray #finals #exam
Proverbs 4:11 I have taught thee in the way of wisdom; I have led thee in right paths.
Proverbs 4:11 我已指教你走智慧的道，引导你行正直的路。
Proverbs 4:12 When thou goest, thy steps shall not be straitened; and when thou runnest, thou shalt not stumble.
Proverbs 4:12 你行走，脚步必不致狭窄。你奔跑，也不致跌倒。

A week without family

I thought I'm strong, but I'm not. I cried when the second family leaves me.  I miss them badly. I couldn't study... Thank God His prayer is with me as the song sang :')
Someone Is Praying For You有人在替你祈禱( 史茵茵)-英文: http://youtu.be/oARdO4wQFf4

Tests and trials

主,女儿我累了。心灵累, 或许因为承受了太多的压力和委屈。主,全世界都可以误会我,但你不可以, only U the only one can know my feelings.  God, the way is tough.  Lead me please. I need U. Show me Thy way please. May Your Will be done all the time. I lay down everything to U. Be my shoulder please.  I need u indeed. 

第二次为了成绩哭。。。

记得我曾经为了form 6 Sem 1 而失望, 现在大学,我再次哭了。对我自己太失望了, 只得了15/75。曾经是我最喜爱的数学,我却把它忘了一干二净。i really feel so bad, i don't know how i wanna stand for this 3 years. God, please be there for me. I really need U. God, the only thing i can do is praying. God, i trust no one. I don't even trust myself, but i trust in U. God, im sorry to U. I didn't glorified Your name. God , help me to walk in Your path. Never let me lost myself please.  I miss U and I love U.

Mid term belongs to God

I had my mid term exam after i entered uni for three weeks. I know nothing and have no confidence to mu exam especially titas. Because i don't know what this subject teach about, and no interest in it. I thought my result is below 10. Thank God! I had my result back 16/30 , really Praise the Lord!! Once again,  God reminds me that He is with me! I'm really touch because He is there for me although I forget Him sometimes.  God, I love U!! I hope i can kiss u right now :* I'm really grateful to have U in my life. And my management 19.2/30. Glory to God!!

My Unilife in Unimas

God is the best! He knows what i need. Thank God! I will never forget how He led me to unilife, my course and my uni.Thank God that i have the best parents in the world. They prepared everything for me =)

My first bicycle in my life

My roommate, Jude

With my housemate, Tiff and Ina

Orientation teammate

Feb Orientation with teammate and seniors!

My new baby which i bought with my own money V!

My cuties course-mate!

My first interview for assignment

My hostel

I got ipad air and bro got note 3 on the same day!

My buddies came from different uni and visited unimassss!

Tutorial class

Awesome view 1

Awesome view 2

Workout of fsgk! great job!

My first bowling!

The best result for first time

I'm getting in love with my unilife! I wanna enjoy it since i am still a student =) God leads me as Your Wills come true :)